rough days

“When pain brings you down, don't be silly, don't close your eyes and cry, you just might be in the best position to see the sun shine.”
―Alanis Morissette 

So I am trying to keep my head up, keep smiling, and praying that everything will be okay. Some days are just so much tougher than others. My mom had her surgery and is still in recovery. I unfortunately had to come back home to work leaving her alone. I worry every single day about her being alone since someone else can't manage to go over there. Today her incision opened up with makes me fear an infection. It's so hard not to worry. It's hard to stay strong. I don't know how others can do this day in and day out. I thankfully have an amazing man who is my rock.